CONFUSION

My day ended as being confused .... 

Tonight i msged with Him again.. I msged him first and tot what the hell! might as well msg him and see if he replys. Surprise! surprise! he did! he was fishing.. *sigh* Me and my cuzies went out to coffee bean at gadong and played snake and ladders. We were so engrossed with the game and were loud tat i think ppl were annoyed by us, but who cares! Haha... Oh ya, sumthing happen tonight that made me, lina and nurul laughed so hard. Someone left a note at my car (i used my bro's car), and said that he wants to get to know one of us better. Have no idea which one of us was he referring to but it was so funny! He even put down his hp number but didn't write down his name. Haha! Why do we think its funny? Because we think its not the way to go about introducing urself to a girl that u want to get to know better. Be a man and ask the girl's number urself and do it face-to-face not writing it down behind an invoice!

A night to remember

I woke up this morning with a huge smile on my face. Last night the guy that i tot would neva come back into my life, called and ask me out. I could never reject him..! *sigh* We spend the whole night laughing and teasing each other like we use to do, but I know this will never last because he has someone else. Things were never meant to be for us but we know we have each other in our hearts. As the night pass, I memorise the sound of his laughter, the way his mouth curl up to make a perfect smile and the way he looks into my eyes and say how beautiful I am. I could still smell his perfume. I will be sad but this is the way our destiny is. I am happy because I had the chance to properly say goodbye to him and to have a happy life. Now, in the morning, I tot last night was a dream but I had a strong feeling that it wasn't. I smiled and am looking forward to a better tomorrow.

Early morning thoughts

Looking back into my life, i have neva found anyone that has able to love and make me happy. what happen? have i close my heart so shut tat it won't open for anyone else? i do hope one day my heart seek to find the thirst for love.