Its late..I'm tired...I feel sleepy but my brain refuse to sleep..Sitting alone in my living room thinking about how my life has change the last 9 months. I thought it was the best 9 months of my life but when i look back and think of all the things i have done *sigh* i feel so under-appreciated (is there such word?) anyways, I just got back from an outing with a fren, he kept yacking about himself, but all I can think of the last 9 months.
Why am i like this? M i not strong anymore? What has change in me? Am I getting weak? I know I'm stronger, I know I can face anything...Can I??
Frens cheer me up to make me feel better.. My best frens (my beautiful angels) even had the heart to come down to KB to be with me. Was I stupid? Why? So many questions...
I wan to cry but I can't... I wan to scream but I can't... My heart feels that it has been squeezed so hard that I can't breathe... I need a breath of fresh air.... I need .... what do i need?
